huuuu ao3 is still down :[. Dude, I'm so cooked. I have nothing 2 do 2nite WHAHHHH.
knock knock, it's me again.
okay so, I just want to rant. I crave it. big fat complaining session incoming!! Don't want to read about me complaining? skip to the end of the second paragraph or uh well mhhh hmmm uh uhh, read my nearly 800 word yap about my favourite comic or something ig man idk.
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE (my mother) SO BAD AT JUST NOT KNOWING WHEN TO STOP?? Okay, maybe it's the teenage angst, but my mother is just, a massive dick sometimes, y'know? She was berading me for bringing, MY FAVOURITE BAG, aka, my school bag, aka, my backpack to the shops, because "people are going to think your stealing". ME? STEALING??? I mean, idk if I look it, but she just kept saying that people were going to think I was stealing stuff, and she just kept repeating that, over, and over, and over, and overrrr.
my days. She also, on the way home from the shops just kept spewing bigoted bs about how "all trans people are mentally ill and need help" fym? and then!!! I get hit with the "I'm not homophobic, I have gay friends" okay? me too? I'm one of those friends lady, you're still being transphobic. Being homophobic and transphobic, while they are sort of similar, ARE NOT THE SAME THING. She also said she was woke, which, not accepting trans people is not even level 1 woke, and to be fair, the internet has warped the way the word woke is used and interperted. But I'm talking internet woke, which is the only woke she probably knows.
"I'm so woke!!" NO? oh my dayyssssuhh. Anyways, I can access my site, like the actual final product, but I can't access my files to update it, which, weird?? and super annoying. AND!! I went to the tuckshop again, who was going to tell me lipton iced tea was really good in like, the lemon flavour. ALSO!! rare currawong sighting, I love currawongs, one of the best birds in my local area. They're so cute as fledglings, have you seen them?? so cute.
!!! I love currawongs so much, okay so, they are a native speices of bird. When fully grown they're this gorgeous shade of deep black with white tail tips, under their wings and on their, heh, bum. They have these striking yellow eyes and make stupid, stupid sounds. sort of like, best I can describe it is like a uhhh song? But run it through a filter. They're so cool man..
Okay, so before I get into this SPECIAL EDITION RANT, I just wanna say, I GOT A PIN FROM A COOL PERSON IT'S A BUCKY AND CAP PIN AUGHHH IM GONNA GET THEM A STICKER!!!
Dude, this comic is so good at portraying heaven and hell in such a morally grey way it's so interesting. Like Heaven isn't all good, but it isn't exactly bad either, plus some of the "angel" sort of characters aren't exactly the best people either and they do a VERY good job at portraying that. Gabrielle is a director of the Terran affairs. This is basically heavens contact with earth in Spawn, like we have seen bits of heaven (I think?) and it's kinda from what I know just a big garden. Anyways, the connection heaven has with earth is through this massive company sorta thing, it's a really cool concept, like objectively. I personally haven't seen Heaven be portrayed through a corporate sort of vibe and I rock w/ it heavy.
But also, Jason Wynn, is an angel too, I believe, which is really cool. He is also an evil corporate overlord. He's annoying and sort of a horrible person, I don't have much to say about him aside from the fact, I have been left on a cliff hanger, and it seems he has manipulated Terry (Spawns best friend while he was alive, and now Wandas husband) into going against Spawn.
More on Wynn rq, he works with the violator, thing is they both HATE Spawn, so I'm pretty they both know that Spawn is Al, so using this they have his BEST FRIEND pinned against him to basically kill him.
On the topic of Al Simmions (AKA. Spawn), I think he is a pretty well fleshed out character in the 44(ish idk) issues of this comic that I have read. It is so obvious he cares for the people in the alley he also lives in. He goes out of his way to fight a bunch on angel's when his costume was weakened to save a homeless dude he cared for. Plus, you can see how much adoration, or at least how thankful the people in his alley are for his protection. Spawn was bleeding out, and they dragged him to safety from the police investigating the situation even though he is a demon and weighs 400+ pounds (Which is nearly 200kg).
This is also reflected in Spawn and Wanda, I know, I know, he and Wanda aren't together anymore, but Spawn still cares for her. He slaughtered 3 dudes that attacked her and when she gave him an image of her and her family he sat in his trash throne staring at it for FIVE hours.
Also, I have been thinking about it, but Malebogia isn't THE devil, it is a high-ranking devil that has an army of Hellspawn, with Spawn leading the army. Plus I read somewhere that the violator is sent out to virtually gr o 0 m the new leader of Malebogia's army into accepting the role.
It's heart breaking man.
Annnddd one more thing to rant about...
The writers portray the domestic and the non-domestic parts of life REALLY well. There're parts where you get the really domestic life of Wanda and Terry and then BAM whiplash into Spawn rotting away on the streets.
Cyan and Wanda are soooo cute. Dude, they have such a sweet dynamic.
Okie dokie!! Onto the Violator, yes that is his name... The violator is objectively a good character.
Now, I'm not saying I like or support his actions.
I am saying the way he is portrayed and written is ultimately in a negative light.
His actions aren't perceived as good, we can see that as he kills recklessly and KNOWS what he's doing, and really just doesn't care about it. He is reckless and a bad person. But also, the way he is portrayed visually (I.e his design) can back this up. He isn't nice to look at, in fact he's hideous, however, I think that's the point.
He's portrayed as a disgusting person, a demon, dare I say. He's manipulative and conniving, but he's done really well. Also, Mcfarlane is really good at making him seem like, just a straight up creep, even in the film from 1997 (hush I know it was straight ass), the violator is still just creepy.
on the topic of his design, he's a clown and has the face paint to go with it. Clowns know they're being ridiculous, and that (at least to me) implies he is self-aware and knows what he's doing. More on his design, but he looks incredibly uncanny, as I believe he may be hellborn (don't quote me on this), he may be trying to appear human but just looks off. Or it may be the fact that he is a demon.
Squishy aquired. There were no gumdrops but oh well, they dont come in green anyway... (I'm pretty sure lolz). It's really good, everything I really need actually. I have a rip-off nice cube swirl and it's really good too, I really like the difference between the textures, it's so satisfying [drool emoji] the fuzzball is so soft whereas my cube is more smooth. ANYWAYS!! I got some new transformers stuff today, I got a Blokees Bumblebee DOTM model kit anddd a small blind box, also Blokees, it was a defenders series one!! I got BoneCrusher :]]], he so green. and then, when I got home my dad had bought me chips and some new paint pens!! YES!!! Ohhhhohohohoho, I can't wait to draw my characters and do some fanart :DDD.
Hey mamas!! I'm hopefully going out tmrw and might just give into one trend... A single one okay? I've been getting videos of needohs on my tiktok feed and... Okay I have an off brand one and it's the best, however!! It's a it too soft? So I sorta want one of those like, gumdrop ones, they're small and firmer than the one I own currently, so yeah.. Normally not big into trends dude buying something trending. Not too bad ig?
OH YEAH!! Dude, yesterday was so good. I finally told the cool person who sits next to me in English that I thought the CRK kingdom stickers on their latop were cool (I actually just pointed them out, but shhhhh you don't need to know that), and same class the teacher said I was doing really well in my essay!!!! Yahoo! :]. Also finally a BILLION times less stressed over somethings that I am not privy to discuss, but I'm feeling good about that :DDD. ALSO! I did extension work in math and it wasn't actually half bad, dareIsay... Quite good actually? I started more of an assignment in art so that's good!! YEs!! Yooo!! yahaha!! Yay!! Speaking of art, cool person sitting next to me in English is so freaking skilled at art. They're so cool... THEY HAVE STUDS ON THEIR SHOES!!! WHAT??? Aughhh so cool...
I also got a new Iron-man keychain!! Yay :D I need to get my hands on some of his comics, I've read Ultimate Iron man and loved it, I also have a physical copy of God killer, but it's like the 7th issue so I'm lowkey lost. ANYWHO!! Tysm for reading my rant thing and, have a good day !! Night !! or whatever ig... :}
It's been DAYS since I've done one of these.... WELL!! Nothing happened. Suprise!! Uhhh notable things from the last few likeee days ig was there was a bunch of juniors running around and drinking milk, while ALSO shoving fingers down their throats... For some reason..? UHhshhshshahshs Same kids did this again the other day, both times they were told to stop by a teacher. Hummmmmm what else.. Bogus sport stuff I dont gaf abt. I've been like exhausted as of recent ig? And the person I freaking HATE has been trying to get my attention again (Im pretty sure) and it freaking PISSES ME OFFFAAA. Anyways!! Good night from down here I'm so doneuhh..
okay, well. My attempts at making boxes draggable has failed. Never trying again.
I actually hate ICE and Maga so much, I'm not even American, I'm nowhere near it and I'm not angry enough. I'm really not woke enough, my gods. I wish to be angrier. Dude, I'm a fucking teenager, I shouldn't have to worry about half this shit. I'm so scared Australia will devolve into whatever's Americas got going on ffs.
On a lighter note, I'm going to see if I can make the containers on here draggable. :]
Well, nothing interesting happens in my life outside of school. Math sucked, my teacher goes wayyyy to fast when teaching. Art is always fun so nothing against it, we are working on a billion things and I happen to be up to etching and brooo, it's so grating. Like, afer 10 minutes OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWIE MY EARSUHHHH. Science was whatever, started my assignment so yipppeee!! History was, history, I am very fond of history, it's actually one of my favourtie subjects. And then yeah. Yeah... Yknow? Yeah. Anyways. I'm tired. My tics are poopie bum bum but I've been surviving with them for like 2 years... Holy cow. It's been 2 years????? Zoo wee mama.... Man, I still don't have a diagnosis yet sigh.
School stinks. I had fun taking photos of myself for my art assignment at home today. Made myself look like a zombie and took some grainy photos (they kinda look like trash but oh well, such as life), so it wasn't all bad ig. I lied, school wasn't bad. It did stink though, like smell bad stink... Of old expired cheesepuffs and vomit. 0/10 smelt like actual shit, do not recommend. It's also not rainy anymore so I'm freaking PISSED.... there was rain for a whopping 10 seconds and my back got so stinking wet WAGGGHHH WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!11!!!11!!111!!1!
I'm watching that Flash tv show. So excite. It's got some nothing burger characters but I'm on the like 4th episode, sooooo hopefully Iris becomes more tolerable lolzzz.
Barry Allen so hot and sexy.
Well, the weekends almost over... SIGH, at least Mondays are good at school ig... Dude, I can't acsess Neocities at school w/out my hotspot I'm so freaking cooked...
I'm Pretty sure I was supposed to leave the house today.. If it wasn't so rainy I would leave and go on the bus, I might need to get some money for my bus card(?) wtv it's called. Did I spell acsess wrong? probably but it's one of those words that I just never remember it deeply peeves me.. Also!! Happy late valentines. I made this site Yesterday and am STILL adding to it, heh, this is so freaking fun!!
Also, I've been told teaching been a shitty profession to go into, I'm still in hs and man. I'm beginning to see why. But I still want to teach in the future. Type shit?
